i still dont know why i agreed to you.somehow i knew this would happened,and yet i still gave in.maybe cos i thought u would be different.i thought u aint the person people said you were.i thought i knew you.guess i was wrong.i wanted to end it early,but you said to give u another chance.there,i thought why not.i've put in effort.and u said u would.maybe it would work out just fine.guess not.you never really did want to put in any effort did you? it was just wishful thinking on my part aye ben? till now i never knew how you really felt.you never once told me.you said i didnt open up cos of my past relationship.you didnt let me.how am i suppose to tell all my thoughts and feelings to a person that doesnt bother,who puts down the phone whenever he wants.i gave in ALOT.thinking it'll be worth it.thank god i didnt give my whole heart away.it hurts.to know i've been used.we both know that alright.you said u wanted us to stay as friends,and asked me how you can do that.how am i suppose to answer that? do as you wish.apparently that is not talking at all.i did make the effort and stuff.you just didnt take it up.its one last cry,one last tear for you.goodbye.