flashback
i think.
im a sucker for words.
thats bad.
i just hope that its a passing fad/interest/whatever-you-call-it. note i dont wanna use infactuation.
brings me back to sec 3 life.the confused stages.i prefer sec 4, where at least it was stable.i gotta admit, this year was a fucked up year for me. i remember 010106, "this year is gonna be a great year.i've got everything i want." HAHA in my face.lost afew things, gained afew more.you gotta lose to gain.i used to ask why cant things stay the way there were.woke up from that fantasy.its the real world baby, NOTHING ever stays the same.learnt it the hard way.i guess i did learn alot this year.people arent who u percieved to be.even if u know them for long.only a few people knows me well.its a safety thing for me.not to let anyone know me truly,but,basically i am who i am.i dont hide.i just dont show.if u think you know me well,good for you.i trust you.haha.i do know what is going around,just i dont show,or i dont bother.hints are there to be picked up.haha
the year in afew words.
tpjc,alphonso and group,the break-up,tpjc tennis,clement!,sajc,06s19,no.32,sajc touch rugby,frictions,ocip.
you had been there throughout.though things ended up the way they were,im glad and thankful.i've thanked God millions of times for you.sometimes i wonder why i thank him for that.haha.stupid boy,make me angry.though i made u angry many times too.sorry!
if u ever come across this.tell me u did.cos it will be fate
im a sucker for words.
thats bad.
i just hope that its a passing fad/interest/whatever-you-call-it. note i dont wanna use infactuation.
brings me back to sec 3 life.the confused stages.i prefer sec 4, where at least it was stable.i gotta admit, this year was a fucked up year for me. i remember 010106, "this year is gonna be a great year.i've got everything i want." HAHA in my face.lost afew things, gained afew more.you gotta lose to gain.i used to ask why cant things stay the way there were.woke up from that fantasy.its the real world baby, NOTHING ever stays the same.learnt it the hard way.i guess i did learn alot this year.people arent who u percieved to be.even if u know them for long.only a few people knows me well.its a safety thing for me.not to let anyone know me truly,but,basically i am who i am.i dont hide.i just dont show.if u think you know me well,good for you.i trust you.haha.i do know what is going around,just i dont show,or i dont bother.hints are there to be picked up.haha
the year in afew words.
tpjc,alphonso and group,the break-up,tpjc tennis,clement!,sajc,06s19,no.32,sajc touch rugby,frictions,ocip.
you had been there throughout.though things ended up the way they were,im glad and thankful.i've thanked God millions of times for you.sometimes i wonder why i thank him for that.haha.stupid boy,make me angry.though i made u angry many times too.sorry!
if u ever come across this.tell me u did.cos it will be fate
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